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Tuesday, December 28, 2004
OMG OMG OMG... i ran faster than my whole bball team 2dae !!! even surpassed de fastest runner by 1 extra round !!! wah song sia... 2 tink last yr i was still among the last few runners, finally my hard work of never slacking has paid off sia... even coach couldnt believe his eyes when he saw me maintaining my first position lead throughout !!! lolz... i dun even believe myself too... but all i noe ish dat nv to stop my pace... this is 1 of da most unbelievable daes of my life sia... lolz
Haiz... seed of chucky is rated M18... sobz*... budden leh... i juz finished DOWNLOADING it !!! lolz... jia lat... hmk still not completed... oh shiet... so many things going on now... can explode liaoz... bball friendly this thursday la, sg-hk project la, sec1 orientation camp la, sec1 cca orientation la... wah seh sia... never ending jobs on my hand... most especially... MY HMK !!! omg... jia lat... god bless me... aniwae kinda broke nowadaes... totally... not a single cent left... kept buying things... haiz
Now i am still considering to go jc or poly sia... heard from marvin dat... at his catholic jc, jc1 students 10% either retain or drop out... jc2 students at most 70% promote to uni... oh sharks... so scary... as a guy, i cant afford to waste 2 yrs of studies if i cant manage... shiet... all bcoz of dat NS thingy haiz... maybe i juz end up in poly... well, if my Olevel results is less than 12... den i go jc bahz... i tink
~waitin n waitin... holdin on 4 as long as i shall be~
Driftin as it seems... Aimlessly... Wif no sense of urgency in life...
I wonder whr my path lie... N whn my true destiny will eva reveal itself... Never stoppin... Ponderin continuously... Who can eva be de true answer to my doubts...
I Wonder
Silenced... in de silent world of my own... Moulding my own dreams... in my own reality... Never being able to realise them will always be my downfall... When will i ever start walking out from my dream. Who will actually have de strength to pull me up. The strength which i do not even possess myself... :(
~Lying here consciously unconscious... 4eva waiting.... waiting 2 4 a miracle... waiting 4 hope~
awww so damn tired... after all these while, i still got so many things to bother about... oh damnnit... shiet... Got sec1 campfire la, sg-hk project la, and even my hmk... haiz... sian... this remaining 2 weeks dun seem like holiday anymore... sian... At least i watched lotsa shows 2 keep myself occupied to relieve my stress... Such as movies like incredibles and dodgeball, both of which i downloaded... lolz... and the HK serial drama -> "My Date With A Vampire 3" song sia... plus downloaded episodes of my most favourite anime... "Gundam Seed Destiny" Phew... sian... sec4 startin liaoz... no more playin le... mum said i cannot use com once sch starts... haiz shiet...
~tRaPpEd iN mY pAsT~
~lIvIn iN dE wOrLd oF sOliTuDe n dEcEiT~
Oh yeah... finally results for re exam out liaoz... whee... passed both... phew* Bought my sec4 bks 2dae too... Den went for bball match with fuchun sec todae... went in to play and gotten arnd 8 points i guess... aniwae durin de last quarter had no more stamina liaoz... den coach saw dat den sub me out... aniwae we won the match in de end. After dat, i felt kinda giddy and wanted 2 vomit. Awww probably due to de fact dat i ate my lunch too late, just b4 match... den while i was resting on the seats, lying down, coach asked if i need ren gong hu xi... lolz siao bo... den he shouted 2 bao xian... hahaz... i almost jumped up... aniwae he was juz jokin... oh ya... my hp also kena into water... damn it... heng only lcd screen spoil... budden dunno wad 2 do bout it liaoz... shiet sia... wad an unlucky dae...
~trapped in my past~