Monday, January 31, 2005

I'm tired... What may seem to be may not be what it should be. What u see is what u thought u understood. What u dun see is what u do not understand. What is a dead heart. Why does it still function even if its dead? How dead is dead? How down is down? How sad is sad? How deep have i fallen down? With grades falling, with the mind failing, with my soul dying, will there ever be a moment when i can actually stand right up even after i am shattered again and again?

Left all on my own... Wondering all about the unreal reality.
Wondering what is it like to be alive as a human,
Wondering how to become a living being once again,
Wondering where should i head for,
Wondering when will i ever stand up,
Wondering who shall be the one who will light my way up once more.
But will there ever be another who again after all, that particular who will never be replaced?

No matter how much i do for my own friends whom i had helped in solving their own problems
and giving them advice, will i ever be able to solve myself? The mysterious problem which may not even actually exist as a form on its own?

]]Will i ever enjoying smiling again like i used to do?
]]Will happiness ever mean anything to me?
]]Will torment ever stop pursuing me?
]]Will things change for the better?
]]Will i ever live my life again?
]]Will reality ever be real ?
]]Will she come back?
[[She Wun >.<[[

[[I am Fallen]]

-I haf fallen

-I am falling

-I will always be falling.

Will i ever find the answer to everything? If only i can 1 dae. If dat dae ever comes, i will be back blogging. But this may juz as well mark the end of everything coz dat dae may never exist. ~CrestFallen~

*I am not what i seem to be*

Signing off: Fallen

yU tInG ~SoAreD At~
11:59 PM
Undertaking Eternal Destiny As My Journey

*Translated Lyrics*

Even though we exchanged a lot of words,
we still couldn't understand each other completely.
But we didnt notice it. I only want to hold you.
Though i lost my dream, u told me not to give it up

Chorus:
The further the distance between us,
the more i feel you closer.
Even the sadness changes to strength when i think of you

What is the cause of this poignant sorrow?
It's a remaining piece of my dream.

Miraculously, we had once been able to face each other Without Awkwardness

Lets believe in such a miracle once again.


one future . one destiny
(Icons) *Gundam Seed Tarot*